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Looking Back :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 1 0 Mario for Miss R. :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 2 0 Dandelion for Mrs. R. :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 2 0 Baby Weeping Angel :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 3 1 Barrett courts Sieglinde :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 1 0
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Maria Zhang :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 1 0
Three Mollys :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 1 0 Creepy Doll :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 0 0 Propaganda Series: Landwachter Recruitment :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 0 0 Propaganda Series: Handmaidens of the Hegemony :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 0 0 Apple :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 1 0 Girl in An Apple :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 1 0 Progress Chart :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 0 0 Parson and Babbit :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 0 2 Racie :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 0 0 Empress Wing :iconkittensdemise:KittensDemise 0 0


Death makes angels of us all... :iconhfnightaxy:HFNightaxy 99 23 Chandra Nalaar :iconivantao:iVANTAO 871 31 Phoenix Guard Tactician :iconivantao:iVANTAO 277 16 Moana :iconaxsens:Axsens 848 26 Hello Sister :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 11,320 281 The Golden Tree :iconjjcanvas:JJcanvas 1,426 27 .:The Red Dragon:. :iconakoukis:AKoukis 106 14 Censka :iconsarahbeeillustration:sarahbeeillustration 33 3 Moana :iconkuvshinov-ilya:Kuvshinov-Ilya 7,555 151 BA - Izavelle sketch :iconseradonna:seradonna 18 9 Robyn - digital painting final :icontsukiko-chan:Tsukiko-chan 16 6 Jay Lucifer [ Experiment ] :iconkumijo:Kumijo 416 26 Rinslet :iconjustb1aze:Justb1aze 188 20 Dust :iconguweiz:GUWEIZ 9,613 135 Jace :iconbillcreative:BillCreative 369 12 Chandra Nalaar :iconbillcreative:BillCreative 382 20


Looking Back
HAha! Found my old art program, and it draws just as smoothly as ever.  This will never be shaded because I am inherently lazy on shading, but it was nice to get back in the swing of drawing again.
There are choices in this world. Some are good, some are bad. Some are easy, some are hard. They're all around you. What you wear, what you say, who you talk to. What to think. Where to go.

There's family. You love them dearly, even when they are pests. They are great, artistic, lively almost always a good time to be around. Not unbroken, but happy nonetheless. You adore them. They're yours, even when they're being difficult to deal with.

There's fun. A theme park. a place you haven't been since you were six, and you have this chance to go there, one last time, without paying a dime. Not. A. Dime. It's the chance of the life time, one week spent in a place where fun is pretty much all around you.

There's Christmas. A holiday celebrated world wide. For your family, it has religious meaning, and isn't just about the gifts. It's the most wonderful time of the year, about family, and God, and all the wonderful things that have happened and will happen. The gifts help too.

Then there's this choice. It's hard, and it's up to you. It's a choice between a free vacation and dropping a thousand on plane tickets. It's the choice between family members- a sister and brother-in-law with their adorable daughter, or your grandparents and a dad you haven't seen in months- that you love and adore. It's a difficult choice, because when it comes right down to it, you aren't certain you don't just want to hide out in a small cottage in the wilderness, away from any electronics or people and simple relax.

You're the only one who can make this choice. You don't have much time, but you know all sort of things, and they all effect it. You sister and her family arranged their vacation just so you could come. Your dad is coming all the way across the ocean just to see you and his family. You promised your niece you would go, but forgot. You promised your grandma you would see her.

There's work too. You're moving out on your own soon, and need the money to afford a place to stay. There's cash strapped, and then there's you, working a day a week, and desperately seeking a second job. It doesn't help your going to college, full time starting the same time you're moving out. Life is tough, and normally your happy.

Now though, now it's even tougher. You feel pressured to do both, but can't afford either. You want to, but know you shouldn't. You simply can't do this, and you know it, but if you don't go, then you'll make someone, somewhere cry, and it kills you when you do that.

Three choices: a free vacation, to visit much loved family, or to stay, because quite frankly you can't afford it, even if others are paying, because you're getting started in life, and just aren't on your feet enough to do these things.

You don't want the vacation, at all, and have never been excited about it, but have been pressured for two years now into going. Go, go, go, go, go! This ride and this attraction, and which one do you think we should do. Where should we eat. At least three-four times a week you hear about it, and at least once a week you get stopped to be asked something about it. You're sick of it, and you don't think you're even going.

You want to see your family, but at this point, you feel horrible for saying no to the vacation. You feel irresponsible, and bad, and that you're the scum of the earth, and though you want to see your family, you're having to borrow money from a dad who can't really afford it right now to go, and besides, you don't even live near him. So what do you do? You want to, but you don't.

You want to just be on your own for awhile, maybe came out in the woods, or out in somebodies farm land, away from sight and mind. You really just want some time unattached to electronics, or people, and just relax, with your art and your stories and one or two really good book, before you move out on your own for good.

That would be ideal.

You don't have a tent, but a friend does, and you can always borrow it.

You're lost, alone, and feel like this is a life changing decision, even though it's not. What do you choose? Your family, a free vacation, or just some time to recharge your batteries in peace?

How can you possibly decide?


Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Eh, just your typical artist I suppose. Not too good, not too very bad. Hm...Gr, arg and all that jazz.

I work with Twisted Brush Open studio for all my digital art. My of the drawing are done with a resolution of 200pix per square inch and are 8.5x11in big. This translates in a lot of aliasing because of my kick butt resolution on the site. Sad day, but if you was to view the original pic with no aliasing (that'd be what's making the pics look pixelated) then message me and we'll work something out.

Current Residence: BeachHouse Studio
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: Sansa Fuze
Personal Quote: "One of these days, I'm seriously going to stop volunteering automatically."


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AKoukis Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  New Deviant Professional Writer
Thank you so much for the fave! ^ ^ Feel free to check out the rest of my gallery at any time! 
You can also find me on Facebook:
And on Patreon:
(My Patrons will get extra art and tutorials as a reward!)
I also have opened commissions for feature on my profile and an extra gift of a .png lineart of one character for 100 Points or a realistic portrait of one character for 4000 Points (PayPal also available) to raise money to print the "Nightfall" book!
xXLionRampantXx Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favorite! :D
Amarna Featured By Owner May 9, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thx for the fav :)
LadyMintLeaf Featured By Owner May 5, 2016   General Artist
Thank you so much for the :+fav:!!:D
Djake Featured By Owner May 2, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello Kelly,
I just stopped by to thank you for your :+fav: of… .  If you're interested, you can find some of the other members of Brachus' adventuring party in the "RP Characters" section of my gallery - and there will be another (an elvish cleric) uploading in the next week or two.
While I was here, I took a stroll through your gallery, and I enjoyed what I saw.  You have a definite knack for conveying mood in your work.
CancerTheGiantCrab Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Hello! :D
I currently started doing really cheap both PayPal and Point commission. And since its new drawing season I also put some special offeres. Please check my journal and note me if you are interested! <3
Amarna Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thx for the fav
seradonna Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav :peace:
Matakoura Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2015

Thank you for your favourite! If you have time, would you mind commenting and telling me what you liked about my picture? It would mean a lot!

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Nebuschadnezaa Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Aloha, Kelly! I thank ya for the favourites :thanks:
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